FeliciaLimYou want to believe you’re on the same wavelength as someone and then it’s just… it’s a little disheartening to find out you’re not. twitter.
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New semester = new class I prefer this class to my previous sem class! Not that the people are bad in the previous class but its just like we are on different frequency.. yea. Soo some of the the people in this class are my type of 'friends', same frequency, funny and not lame. Things will be good but i think the class is still uncomparable with W14L. I want a boyfriend who can bring me out to watch The Script @ Fort Canning on the 12. I wanna celebrate my birthday will all my best peeps but somehow.. people are too busy :[ Why oh why?! Still thinking of what to do for my 18.. I don't know why i look forward to the celebration soo much. Is it just me or just the rest that don't give a damn bout being 18. I wanna have an awesome day, a sunny day filled with lots of fun and laughter. I wanna have a feel like 'oh im finally 18, ive actually lived till 18 and so on...' Theres just this indescribable feeling bout feeling 8 April and i think im really mind-fucked. Guess i watched too much drama last time. Way too much fantasies in my mind now. Girls arent girls if are not whiney, childish, yearning for attention and being emotional. Am i describing me? Totally. Crushing on a stranger? Fun but tiring. Nowadays i keep a look out for him. Even in my class. Im starting to think that im sick but.. cant help it~ He looks too innocent to be true forced smile, fake laughter
Sigh. Im back here again.I feel emotional but i dont wanna tweet neither post it on my happy tumblr so here i am expressing all out cos no one will be reading this space anyway. I just want a place where i can express my thoughts :D I act tough and strong on the outside, behave like a guy, rowdy and all but inside im still a child. I laugh easily, happy at little stuff, act like one spoilt kid... K maybe i AM spoilt but suddenly, things just came crashing down this week. Im exhausted, i dont know why my eyes were super heavy this week. I need someone to pull me out of this shit, a brotherly figure. If i got a brother i'll definitely cry on his shoulder while he consoles me.. Right i gotta snap out of it, i dont have a brother and neither will he appear in the future. So there.. |