forced smile, fake laughter
Sigh. Im back here again.
I feel emotional but i dont wanna tweet neither post it on my happy tumblr so here i am expressing all out cos no one will be reading this space anyway. I just want a place where i can express my thoughts :D
I act tough and strong on the outside, behave like a guy, rowdy and all but inside im still a child. I laugh easily, happy at little stuff, act like one spoilt kid... K maybe i AM spoilt but suddenly, things just came crashing down this week. Im exhausted, i dont know why my eyes were super heavy this week.
I need someone to pull me out of this shit, a brotherly figure. If i got a brother i'll definitely cry on his shoulder while he consoles me..
Right i gotta snap out of it, i dont have a brother and neither will he appear in the future. So there..